Have you ever experienced being with a group of people and when you talk(not interuppting any conversation), yet nobody listens.sometimes you have to repeat yourself yet nobody seems to listen? Then you ended up being quiet and then they ask you why are you so quiet.
That's how i felt with a particular grp of ppl.I think it's not intentional but with other ppl,even if i just mumbled something in the middle of a conversation, they might not reply and seems to miss what i said,but then after that they would asked me what was i talking about just now.That's how different it is.
I'm tired.I've got a feeling im not gonna stay here long with you guys.Though i know the main purpose for me there is not to enjoy myself but how am i going to go abt doing a good job when im feeling so damn miserable.That's why im so restless always around you all, totally opposite from the energetic girl that hops around during fellowship,enjoying herself by annoying other ppl.:)
I just want to run back to my lovely family members, best girlfriends and my beloved W511.The people whom i enjoyed myself with.
Internship is becoming more and more awesome btw.Partner is becoming more and more endearing to me.My prayers are being answered, thank you Daddy God.:)
Alex
